what to do

I have:

a dilapidated bulletin board
7 expired condoms
a small wooden panel
4 pairs of nude hosiery
images of anime porn
images of pornographic 19th century Japanese prints
a huge roll of contact paper
a satiny floral robe with a chrysanthemum print

oh and I have a sewing machine, origami paper, and acrylic paint. and a sharpie.

I feel the potential here but I have no idea how i'm going to execute this.

Lately my art projects have been occupying most of my waking thoughts. More than usual. I believe, as a result, my work has become stronger. However, this comes at the expense of say, writing my thesis. Or thinking about my art history class. I've toyed with the idea of being a full-time artist these past four weeks. I can't imagine what it must be like to fully dedicate oneself to the creative process--and to invest larger sums into the process as well (more than say, my 20 dollar budget). However, reality checks in and I realize i'm going to have to get a "real" job to support my other "real" job as an artist. Well. and I want graduate school. and to have enough money to support my vintage clothing fetish. Perhaps I shall move to Berlin and join the masses of unemployed artist-folk.